08/08/2020

“What ?”                                                                                                                                  “That’s the name of this town . Sea Level.. We climb straight up from here ten thousand feet “: I took a fix and went to sleep in the back seat . She was a good driver . Ypu can tell as soon as someone touches the wheel. Mexico City where Lupita sits like an Aztec Earth Goddess doling out her little papers of lousy shit. ” Selling is more of a habit that using. ” Lupita says.Nonusing pushers have a contact habit and that’s one you can kick. Agents get it too . Take Bradley the Buyer . Best narcotics agent in the industry. Anyone would make him for junk . (Note : Make in the sense of dig or size up.) I mean he can walk up to a pusher and score direct . He is so anonymous ,grey and spectral the pusher don’t remember him afterwards.So he twists one after the other. . .                                              Well the Buyer comes to look more and more like a junky.He can’t drink.  He can’t get it up. His teeth fall out . (Like pregnant women lose their teeth feeding the stranger, junkies lose their yellow fangs feeding the monkey.) He is all time sucking on a candy bar . Baby Ruths he digs special . “It really disgust you to see the Buyer sucking on them candy bars so nasty ” a cop says.  The Buyer takes on an anonymous grey-green color. Fact is his body is making its own junk or equivalent. The Buyer has a steady connection .A Man within you might say .Or so he thinks . ” I’ll just set in my room ,”he says. “Fuck ‘em all . Squares on both sides. I am the only complete Man in the industry .” But a yen comes on him like a great black wind